You have taken account of my wanderings;
Put my tears in Your bottle.
Are they not in Your book?
Psalm 56:8
Judean Wilderness
How many of you find our two-year journey a bit difficult? Have you found it hard to keep up? Are there some passages that feel more like a mountain and you can’t wait to get to the other side? Are there some days that seem a bit dry and you wonder if you will ever find water? I doubt you’d get much sympathy from David. Our trek requires about fifteen to twenty minutes a day. We can sit in our favorite chair with a refreshing beverage in one hand and our Bible in the other as we take this mental journey with this future shepherd-king. I don’t know what the word “wilderness” conjures in your mind, but if it’s anything short of “demanding,” you’ve got the wrong picture! Its barren mountains provided plenty of hiding places, but not a great deal of creature comfort! The terrain would be enough to test a man’s mettle, but David’s hardships were far greater than physical exertion.
As we begin our week, we can only wonder at the pain David must have felt when he is betrayed by the very ones he rescued. Here David is, longing to do only what God tells him to – should he go and protect the citizens of Keliah from the Philistines – only to have them disclose his whereabouts to Saul. Sometimes life just doesn’t seem fair when we look at it from a human perspective. What if God had just allowed David to live comfortably in some city far from Saul’s scrutiny? Would David have been the same man in the end? How many of the Psalms that have brought comfort or given us something to identify with were written in the dark times of David’s life? God was not just looking at David’s life for the moment, He was seeing the effect he would have on our lives hundreds of centuries later! I have no doubt that if David could come and speak to us today, he would have no complaints regarding the path God had him walk in. Each time David was confronted with overwhelming difficulties, he had the privilege of experiencing God as his fortress, his deliverer, his shield and buckler, his place of refuge… and the list goes on. Would David have been the man of faith that he was if his path would have been down an easy road? I am sure the difficulty of the wilderness strengthened far more than his physical man!
We can only imagine the sadness David must have felt when he received word that Samuel had died. It certainly wasn’t a funeral he would be able to attend. Although Saul had caught up to David and because of David’s integrity, Saul’s life was spared, David knew better than to trust Saul’s promise to do him no harm. He’d heard those words before! And so David has to say his good-bye to the man of God, his mentor and friend, from a distance.
On Tuesday we are introduced to Abigail, one of the greatest intercessors in the Bible. She is a woman with great discernment and who speaks the truth like it is. Although there are the obvious events in this account, ending with David taking Abigail for his wife, there is a more subtle point that causes me to ponder David’s wilderness existence. David had collected two wives during his wilderness exile. I’m sure David wasn’t the only one who had his wives with him. How many other men of his 600-man army were also married. Do you realize how many people were actually in David’s camp? That’s an awful lot of mouths to feed EVERYDAY! It would have been difficult enough with just the 600!!! David had quite a flock to take care of as he wondered the desert mountains of Judea.
No wonder he appreciated King Achish’s gift when he gave him Ziklag!!! Perhaps it was the permanency of David’s settlement in the city that caused the warriors from Saul’s family to join them. We see the same thing happen with churches. Often, while the “flock” is in a wandering stage, it functions with only the faithful, but when there is a sense of permanency, more are willing to join in.
On Wednesday we observe Saul’s greatest low. God refuses to respond to Saul’s inquiry! There are some who preach that God answers every prayer, but those who say such things must not be reading the whole counsel of God! The Word tells us that sin separates us and that there are times He will not answer. Saul had killed the priestly family who had unwittingly helped David escape. What kind of priesthood was left? Obviously, God wasn’t speaking through them either. You have to ask yourself, “Why would Saul look for a witch, a medium, to call Samuel back from the dead, and why would God allow Samuel to go to Saul?” Perhaps Saul felt he had the right to call on Samuel. Hadn’t God said, “He will walk before my anointed always”? And perhaps God was willing to allow Samuel to declare Saul’s end according to his prophetic words. Saul’s reign began with ministry of Samuel; it would end with the ministry of Samuel!! God was not showing Saul favor; even the witch of Endor knew that; He was bringing judgment! What Saul does after he hears the words of Samuel shows how far Saul had fallen – he eats at the witches table!!!!!!!! The very thing he once despised and took action against is now the very thing he becomes an active part in. How sad is that? How sad it is when we see people who allow compromise to slow erode their values until they end up doing the very things they KNOW to be sinful and unrighteous. If we remember the Law, God had commanded that the king should write the Law with his own hand. Daily he was to make the Law of God a part of his life. Obviously, Saul had ceased doing that a long time ago, if he ever did!!!
While God is rejecting Saul, the Philistines are rejecting David. His reputation causes the commanders of the Philistine army to distrust him. I am sure they were wise for doing so! Achish was determined to have David close to him. If David had been there when Saul and Jonathan were killed, what would his reaction have been? I doubt he would have been filled with joy as the Philistines had been. I don’t think he could have seen Saul’s head on a pole, or the mutilation of Jonathan’s body and stayed calm. And if David had been moved by the anger of the moment and reacted, would he have survived in the midst of the Philistine army. Little did David understand at the moment that the rejection of the Philistines was truly a gift from God!
Psalm 56 gives us great insight into David thoughts and feelings during the whole ordeal. Take time to savor his situation, his symptoms and his solution. His conclusion is an anchor for our souls: God is on my side! What can mere mortals do to me?
And what about Saul’s death? You begin to wonder if this man is ever going to die! First he is wounded in battle. That would be a noble way for a king to die – but he doesn’t! Next he falls on his sword to rob the Philistines the joy of torturing him to death. That would be considered noble in that day – but still he doesn’t die! Instead, he dies at the hands of an Amalekite slave who is fleeing the Israelite camp. Nothing noble about that!!! God saw to it that Saul’s death would have no place to hang a badge of glory. With God there are no dangling details. Everything He does has a purpose and a reason. May we be encouraged on our journey, knowing that there are no random happenings in our lives, good or bad. Just as God worked out the details to ensure David would receive glory, He ordered the events to strip Saul of his. Although the reasons may be hidden for a season, God know how to bring them to light. Just remember, “It is the glory of God to conceal a matter; to search out a matter is the glory of kings.” (Proverbs 25:2)

